Absolutely Fabregas!

We all love our Adek Cesc, don't we?
Paticularly on the pitch, with that vast composure beyond he's years.
And that grit and determination.
That awesome close control.
We need a gd dosage of him every week.
And he never disappoint. And he's only 18!

Viva La Cesc!

Bottomline: I'm just glad we won. At last. After horrendous past wks.
Erm... can Pires start churning out his screamworthy performances.
And do more elusive tackles. Seronok siol.

Skandar Keynes

I cried 570155.235 times through out.

I grabbed my mom's arm and asked, "can I have my own pet lion?".

And I am in love with the Penvensies sans Lucy.

Love them. Cheetas.

Crystals and barnacles.

Oh well, we lost again this time... to Chel$ki.
T'was a gd game, altho' i didnt stay thru out the entire match.

Am I an Arsenal fan first or a football fan first?
I am an arsenal fan first then a football fan.
I think, win or lose I will still continue watch my redcurrants.
Nxt time, if we lose, I'll try to endure and sit thru' out the match eh.

Cesspit.

I know, in recent months.
My entries has mostly been my whines and frustration abt some stuffs.
I wish I could write something that is worth, looking back.. to read.
Nt something that will remind me of my downfall.

I can't help it.
Someone seems to release the floodgate of misfortune on me.

I'm hit by new wave of disappointments, time and again.
As if a the monsoon is nearby, I'm more frequently hit nowadays.

Yes, yes... One should nt dwell on the misfortunes and start working your ass off to a brand new start.
BUT.
What if, that one thing you draw on for strength, that hunger to succeed for.
What's little left of a wrecked ship.
Slips away too.

I think I lost hope, of whatever is left of me.
I tripped but I did not fall, I just suspend in mid air.

*chuckles*
AW says, we dig in deeper and we prevail.
Problem is, I ran out of space to dig from.

My enthusiasm waver and my self doubt seems to grow with abundant of fertilizer.

CRASH.

I normally think this writer, is a hooligan prick.
Tho' I do sometimes nod in agreement on what he has to say.

Read on: (proceed only, if you are a football fan)

There's a big, dirty question that needs to be asked about football today. It's so big and dirty that no one really wants to mention it, because it could undermine the integrity of our game. But you know me, the bigger and dirtier anything is, the better I like it. So I'm going to ask it. The irony is it's not that radical a question really, you'll have asked the same thing yourself when watching a game.
But here it is; Are some of our referees corrupt? Or at least, do they make decisions during games for reasons other than applying the rules of the game?
I have to ask because some of the decisions I've seen lately have been so astonishing that I don't believe that every poor decision is simply a mistake. At times it feels like there is something else going on. I know a lot of fans feel this way. There's only so far you can go on believing a referee is incompetent.
Let's get all the clichés out of the way. I know it's a hard job. I know they're under a lot of pressure and there's bound to be mistakes when you're making split second decisions. We all know that's true. But I'm not talking about hairs-breadth offside decisions here. I'm not interested in a few bad calls here and there. I'm talking about the big, obvious mistakes.
Here's just a few from the last week. We all know there are loads every week.
Essien's tackle. Ok this wasn't a Premiership referee but it needs addressing. Are we seriously being asked to believe none of the officials saw that? He didn't even get a yellow card. We are right to be amazed by that. Frankly, if they can't spot that, then there's little point in even having a referee. It defies credulity to think that they didn't see it. It really does. Something else was going on there. I don't know what but it wasn't right. Repka's handball. He's jumping with his arms pulled back as the ball hits him. It was obviously not deliberate, indeed it was obvious he was trying to make sure his arms were not raised in any way that could be construed as intentional hand ball. He didn't get booked for deliberate hand ball which is a bookable offence and the only reason to award a penalty for the ball hitting the hand. And yet Mike Riley booked nine players in that game, including later, Repka. Nine bookings would indicate it was a bloodbath, but it wasn't. Imagine if you'd had a bet on there being nine yellow cards in that game but no reds. You'd have got good odds on that, wouldn't you? Am I wrong to occasionally wonder about this?
McCulloch of Wigan's rugby tackle on Terry went unpunished despite being it being a foul which lasted for almost four seconds. There was nothing ambiguous about it. It was a clear penalty. He did the same thing against Ledley King when they played Spurs in full clear view of the linesman and it was just ignored.
That's beyond error or incompetence, isn't it? Something else is going on, that's the way it feels. It feels odd. I just can't believe they didn't see it. It's easier to see it than to miss it.Steve Bennett gave Chris Riggot a second yellow card for the Boro at Liverpool for a lightweight foul that simply could not be construed as a bookable offence. It was a bizarre decision. However, Sissoko made a leg breaker of a tackle on Bates but only got a yellow. That just looks like a biased decision to me. Am I wrong? Could Bennett really say one tackle was the equal of the other? Will he be asked? Nah.
The whole refereeing industry and their employers have a vested interest in not exposing any form of bias.
And knowing human nature as I do, I just don't think we should accept without question the honesty of the match officials. They're human. They're as liable as any of us to be manipulated. We need to be aware of that.
At Newcastle, Shearer's persistent and deliberate assaults on Arsenal players including a splendid but ruthless hacking tackle but it was 90 minutes before he was booked for an elbow that was more usually a red card offence.
Yes, I like my football with a tinge of violence and I thought Parkers performance put all those uncommitted, limp-wristed, wimpy footballers we see week in week out feigning injury and crying about nothing, well it put all of them to shame. But the fact that Silva got a second yellow for an innocuous tackle, after Shearer's butchery doesn't look like even-handed, fair refereeing to me by Dermot Gallagher. It looked as though he had one policy for Newcastle and another for Arsenal. Why does it look like that? I'm not imagining it am I? I did see Shearer deliberately fouling Arsenal defenders time after time didn't I? Why would Gallagher behave like that?
And its not a rare thing to see astonishing decisions in many games. Decisions that you just cannot understand how they've been made or missed. Ok, not in every game but it happens often enough. It's sometimes dismissed by the authorities as typical fan hysteria or blinkered vision when it goes against their own team - it's certainly convenient for them to think that. However, many of us have seen many years of football. We know the rules and we know how players go about breaking them. So we're well qualified to judge a dodgy decision. We can see it with our own eyes. It's right there in front of us.
We know that good old-fashioned cash bribing of refs has happened in Germany and elsewhere. Are we seriously being asked to believe it can't happen anywhere else? I find that improbable. Very improbable. A referee is in the best position to influence a games outcome. Ok, some events might be beyond the refs control but in a tight match a single decision can alter the game.
However, I personally doubt that referees are getting bags of used tenners in Watford Gap service station from shady characters. Though I would not rule it out as a possibility. It seems too crude. Too obvious.
Then you have plain and simple bias which perhaps technically isn't actual corruption but the effect of it is exactly the same. Dislike for a team, its players or manager cannot be ruled out. This manifests itself by giving the benefit of the doubt in 50/50s to the other team in all situations or by giving out yellow cards for one side and letting the other get away with the same or worse crimes.
They all deny its happening, which only makes me think its more likely to be true. It's beyond the bounds of reason to think a referee wouldn't ever be influenced by who he did or didn't like. But lets not pretend its a mistake. It's deliberate bias.
The FA is a largely unaccountable, secretive organisation that meets in private, keeps most of its officials anonymous and will not justify its own rulings. Read Simon Jordan's column in The Observer on Sunday for an illustration of just how arrogant, self important and unaccountably awful they are.
They will put their heads in the sand for as long as possible on issues like this because they know it tarnishes their product and undermines the whole integrity of the game - and more crucially makes them look like an amateur bunch of stupid old farts who get paid for doing nothing of worth and hold us, the paying public, in contempt.
The old cliché that bad decisions even themselves up over a season is just rubbish. Crucial decisions affect single games, the results of which affect all future games. History is forever altered. You can't 'even' it up at any point and its stupid to even think it could ever happen like that. We shouldn't use this notion as a way to excuse match officials for some of these radically odd decisions.
In every other walk of life we are prepared to question someone's motivation and honesty.
Footballers barely get through a single half of football without trying to cheat, but we're asked to believe refs are purer than pure. That's just unrealistic.
I'm not sure there's anything we can do about it - unless you get a photo of a ref with bag of cash being passed to him by a Far Eastern betting syndicate it’s hard to prove corruption in a game of such variables.
Some more detailed and public scrutiny of decisions would be a start, but that's not likely because when we start taking the lid off corruption in football, we might be opening up Pandora's box.
As usual football’s governing bodies require us to sit down, shut up and cough up. So let's be aware. Let's start accusing officials we think are biased on the phone-ins and in the letters pages
Let's at least put it on the radar of the FA. Let's at least try and wake them from the torpor of another free lunch at our expense.
- Jack Nicholson.

Find his penchant for VIOLENT football ( altho' its a tinge according to him) veryyyyyy disgusting.

Cooled.

Recovered my patience a bit.
Its wearing so thin lah kan... mcm seasoned women's stocking.

Happy news. *mutters to herself*
TUTY MANAGED TO GET US DISCOUNT TIXS FOR CHRONICLES OF NARNIA!
*clap hands*

If time permits, I may be catching it TWICE! yay!
Sorta promise me mom that I'll go with her for Narnia, since I ditched her for my lil cuzzie to watch HP GOF.

Aslan is soooOOOOOOOoooo beautiful kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. *dreamy sigh*

Coming near you.

ISZLAN (as in ASLAN)

VS.

KING KONG BABI

*ROAAAAAAAARRRR*

yeap. aku tgh mengamok nie.

Si Babi satu nie kena penyakit Nipah virus pon bagos ah.

AMAN DUNIAAAAAAAAAA!

It's a killer!

Packaging is a killer.
Oh well, no one told me its going to be easy... but hey, if you start digging up ur 'pi's and mathematical formulas and left you still confused.
It's a killer. Try that nifty lil oh-so-stylo small boxes precise diecut.

It's pretty astounding, when you get to see how ppl view you.

Milo, Kaya Toast and Nestum

I just neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to blog.
wokayy, i had a great time with 4/7 of the small peeps last Sat.
The trial and error bus rides and we didnt get LOST! yeay! (our small peep bus guide gone off to catch AeonFlux with her bf) and great dinner afterwards.
And that endless laffing and splurging @ HMV.
I miss FY days.
I been drinking LOADS of Nestum + Milo as my breakie, to reminisce the oh-so-distant memory of FY days preparing our staple drink in the school pantry every morning.
I also miss that mandatory FJ kaya toast with Season's Ice Lemon Tea walking up the lab.
How wonderful life is then.

OK lah, I'm stucked in this effed up place, that's why I'm dreaming away.

I just finished reading The Boy Who Kicked Pigs by Tom Baker.
I felt a tad uneasiness while reading that book with its grotesque depiction.
Altho' I sooo badly wanna be the main character now. I guess, there's a ROBERT in everyone of us ( no. it's nt Robert Pires)

To keep my spirits up:
I have a COLLECTER'S EDITION OF VISIONNARIES VCDs. :)))))))))

I had a bad sat nite tho'.
Arsenal lose to Bolton. :/

The tribe has spoken.

I can see it coming, so see it coming.
It's nt my WANT to be overly loyal/hardworking one but deadlines are set to be met.
Even if it's ridiculously set.
What can I do?
Are my pleas heard? Only to be told, to bear with it.
Till all is set.
How can it be set, when new deadlines sprouts out like wild mushrooms?
And that endless backing up/support.

"How long is it still gonna be like this??" she asked.
She never questioned me before.
Until yesterday.
Yeah. This is what coming.
It never came across to me, if there is anything lacking.
I think I talk to them regularly, about a lot of things under the sun.
LOVE.
We have loads between us. We share every single day.
Every morning, every night.
Just that, it would be nice if they can have dinner with me more often. :/

I told my best bud, I needed help.
I hope she's willing.
Cos I need to get my act right. This time round.

Late night out with Harry PotteK.

Full of action and kinda dark.
And emotional too.
Which is good, cos I thought that emotional bit was too sorely missed in POA.
Some alterations here and there, all in all.. It's GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!
So pls watch!

hokaayy..
for the spoiler bit... well, it's nt much of a spoiler kan, cos EVERYONE knows what's gonna happen. * Lord Voldermort (Ralph Fiennes) looks like Jaap Stam *

Addendum: I dun mind a 2nd shot at it. So pls, invite me.

Sungguh geram

Eh asal nie?
Asal sumer perangai mcm sialan.
5.50 ptg baru ko sebok dtg nak tukar BENDA...
KAU TAU TAK BENDA TU BESAAAAAAAAAAAR.
DAN AKU ADER BENDA LEBIH IMPORTANT DARI BENDA KAU YG BODOH TU.
KORANG YG LAST MINUTE KORANG BABIT KAN AKU...
ABEH DEMAND THAT YOU WANT THE FILES BY MONDAY!!

Kecik2 tak nak mati.. dah besar menyusahkan hidop org.
KONG AJAR KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

Chee Bye Lah.

Engkau nak semua benda UPDATED, tapi Engkau punya permintaan poster poster yg besar giler maut dgn image file yg BESAR GILER MAUT tak henti2. Mcm mana komputer aku tak jadi kura-kura, psl nak menampong file yg besar gila BABI Engkau tu laaaah.

Engkau ingat satu poster tu bikin sekelip mata dah jadi ehk?
Nenekkaupehlaki bodoh! Kurang2 pon setengah jam. Engkau pandai kasi keje tak henti2.
TAPI Binatang, engkau ader check tak permintaan2 yg lain?
Kanina lah kau. Kau ingat aku ader berapa tangan, ingat aku sotong kurita kaper?
Dah lah hari2 aku kena keje mcm org giler. Dtg pagi2 buta balik sampai bas pon dah tak ader...
Hari sabtu pon aku kena turon keje.

Engkau tahu komplen aje.

Some ppl are just born to be pricks. *sigh*

Deep Sigh!

.. again.
....(lagiiiiiiii!)

Steam Engine needs to let go.

Ultimate nervousness is creeping.
All my hours spent thinking.
I can't handle another failing.
Gawd, it's just too disappointing.
The thought of it makes me feel like crapping.
I'm all yours for the taking.
In sorrow awaiting for the merciless stabbing.

DIE! DIE! DIE!

All i need is...

response.

I'm leaving things as it is.
Trust my semangatness to be roped in again.

Why am i wasting away my smses when those received could'nt be an arsed abt it.
It took me a while to wake up.

And I don't need this.
So I'm out of it.

Fyi, I'M BUSY TOO, YA' KNOW!

Hypocracy rampage.

Call me a hypocrite or phoney if you like.
It didn't make me feel any powerful either.
Sometimes, one has to make small sacrfices like this.
A lame attempt. I know. And pretty childish too.
To have that one thing I asked for.
It's only a chink in your armour.
For a small chink to me, is a big disappointment to you.
Next time round, I'll ask my men to beat them to pulps.
For now, let me sigh a relief.
I know, you are that compatriot.
Whom willed along with me when the going gets tough.
It stabbed my heart with guilt for wishing otherwise.

Brother,
Am so sorry. Your men lost in a great fight that day.
Alas, we get to keep the record for 1 more year.

It's gonna be a blue day....

wey, I haven't switch allegiance yet.
I still love my redcurrant boys very much. Thank you.

They LOST everywhere...else.
League Cup.
Champions League.
But not the ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE.
They can have the title this year, I think they will unless Lampy, Makalele, Essien and Terry suffers season long injury. *In my dreams..*
And I lost all kind of optimisim/dillusionment to still believe we can catch up.
Just let us keep the record for a year more.

Pretty much contented with us winning games convincingly nowadays.

*wonder aloud*
How the hell my parents keep their jobs for years and still remain sane after all these years?

Come on you gunners~!

The bro and I was scouring ard.
And we found "arsenal fans - come on you gunners.mp3".

One word to describe it: FAGGOT!

WE were rolling ard laughing our asses off like constipated hyenas while TRYING to listen.
~ Come on you gunners, show us what you can dooooooo~! *lmao*

There-Deee

I received a phonecall from my old man a while ago.

"so is black OK?"
me: (??!!)...can wait till later.
Dad: Will be busy, no time, but black is OK kan?
me: *gulps* err.. OK ah.
Dad: Am going to that shop, Green OK kan?
me: Green? how green?
Dad: Like the green u wanted. OK eh?..
me: hmm OK. Up to you(Dad: Bye)..THAT GREEN must be earthy green part Olive..(engage tone.)

Must be his fastest decision to date.

My entire family sans me are on their way to JB. (course lah ngong, am at werk ;()
Wonder how fun it will be to be there with them.
Wonder what will they shop...*nak nangis, kiter nak mama, baba dgn adek :(*

Beeeep. Fuck.

ROBERT EMMANUEL PIRES IS AN IDIOT!

Seriously, what was that senseless non conventional penalty for?
An imbecile would have fared better than you.

[Wenger defends Pires over penalty

Arsenal 1-0 Man City

Arsene Wenger believes Robert Pires' insecurity led to the oddest penalty ever seen in the Premiership as Arsenal beat Manchester City 1-0.

]

heh. wtf! Does he still deserve anymore backing?
Bring on RVP or Obusu Abeyie anyday ya'll.

Fangirlssss.

Guess who I bumped into at the airport yesterday?


TAUFEEEEEEEEEEK BATISAAAAAAAAH!!
*gurmit singh mode*


No, no. I did'nt go fangirly and all.. but Kiki( my lil mentel cuzzie!) did.
I msged Yanni and she got a bit excited.
Well, she did spent 18bux(SI sms vote) + Taufik CD. (hurr hurr hurr)
I almost cringed, reminded of all the screams happening @ Tuty's place a few mths back. eeeps.

I get to eat my much-craved bubor som-som.
The dad had to walk the entire arab street for bubor som-som. They are not as popular anymore :(
I had some for sahur :)

SendyLove is attached. *bummer*
I hope she's pretty.

Hilaaaang tanpa kesan.

Did I ever tell any of you, I got a crush on Hercule Poirot when i was really2 young.
Nevermind that he is just a fictional character, I love smartass geeks/nerds.
<3 SendyLove.

If I ever be a detective,
My first case of the day will be about the missing blogs.
Some of them chose to disappear on the same day.
There was no hint whatsoever that they are quitting.
*bummer*

Paused Wanderlust.

All that was worth working for.
Comes to a screeching halt.
It's not the best thing I'm looking forward to anymore.

I'm having a string of unfortunate incidents.
In small and big chunks.
Not too fun a week.
With miscalculations and mishaps add in.
It has been a weary week.

-------------------------------------------------------

I hope they stop that empty jibes about the opposition.
They should look into their own dressing rooms, to ride against the tide.
For once, please stop being dillusioned.

kambeeeeng

On this gloomy monday, after being bombarded in just 10 mins after reaching work.
I just took a breather.
I yearn for Justin Timberlake's Cry me a river. (Laugh all u want laaah!)
A need to revive my FY days to keep me happy and sane.

Always Late...

I always miss my bus.
I always miss the train.
I always turns up @ least 15 mins too late.
Even the lifts took a long time to turn up.
Why oh why? Is there a hidden conspiracy against me to be late nowadays.
Even the cabs are eluding me.
I hate being late and I am no perennial late comer.
I hate ppl waiting for me, cos I hate waiting for ppl.

I helped mom make kebabs yesterday... weee!
Happy Burfday Tooty!!
Wish you everlasting health and happiness with your loved ones. *in Bobby Bouchery tone*

I watched the France vs Suisse game. It was BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
But I get to see SendyLove, lepasssskan rindoooooo! hee hee hee hee hee.
ScumBeck got sent off.. hahaha..'worst moment in my life' konon. chet. He seems to have loads of 'worst moment in my life' ehk.

Miss Matched.

Picture this:
Brown pants, maroon striped shirt with BLACK tudong.
Gawd, i cringe at the sight of myself. heh.
Lost my redcurrant tudung lerrr.

Shall post pics when i was much much younger when I'm free-er.
Meanwhile, take a guess...

1) Quite a number of kids did this during that time, I was eight then. I picked it up from my peers too. Its the wrong way of wearing THAT, but it's pretty convenient and fast. I stopped for a month of doing so, after my mom scold me for the wrong way of wearing IT and its just plain weird. So ppl, what fashion faux pas have i commit.... take a wild guess..... *will post answer pic soon*..

2) I would'nt call it a fashion faux pas...but I looked like a junkie indie kid. heh... *pics will be up soon*...

Eradicate the skeptics.

Was supposed to be home early yest to clean up the ever messy room. CT msged.
Ended up accompanying CT to scan around for her new hp and a FREE dinner.. Choc Cakes & Tom Yam at PS! *slurrps* hekhekehkehk.
wey, I'm no freeloader OK! I wanted to pay but she insisted it's her treat.

To all, Ramadhan Al Mubarak!

--Soccer entry, kindly click on that 'X' if you are not interested--

I may not be a football connoisseur.
And I sincerely doubt I will ever be.
Although, I'm sure I am entitled to my views on the game as much as other male fans.
Yes, I admit. Shamefully. I'm in it for the gd looking lads. partially.
What left me sore like having boils down my anus... is the attitude of some males.
They look like they could'nt stomach that a female could make a decent observation in a MALE dominated game, maybe something they fail to notice.
And they throw in all sorts of accusations.. absurd accusations, so your comment is ignored.
Like the ever classic "You say he's good cos he's good looking rite?".
I say Fuck That.
If I wanna say anyone or any soccer player... is good looking.... I'll just say he's cute/good-looking/handsome/HOT!. I don't farking need to masquerade my admiration.
I'm just stating how that player is playing a silent BUT pivotal role in his team.
Look at how he hold on to the ball, giving his team mates time to react and run to better space.
If he hadn't been there to clean up the mess, pick up the loose balls... the team could have well... lose quite a bit of possession. Look at his pass completion... impressive? No?

Thank god. The testerones in my family are more accomodating.
I am my bro's favourite weekend soccer couch partner. :)

Time and again.

Look, i never learned my lesson.
Time and again, i am used.
"hey look everyone, it's 'iSz' the backup/emergency plan".

I felt excited abt Nor's coming-soon lil one.
I've already got the purrrrrrfect present in mind. And nope. It's not a new cam, Nor.

The best fren's bbq thingy was a blast, me thinks.
A handful of the sec skoolmates were there too.
I was too busy gorging myself with the good food to even hold a decent convo with my mates... ahakakahka...

I just watched my favourite funniest Wonderfalls episode. weeee! Managed to catch it TWICE!!

My weekend soccer was @%#@!~
Shall talk about that another day.

I wish it was simpler.

Problems come to you in the strangest way possible.
And it doesn't even originated from ourselves sometimes.
It's like forest fires in Indonesia, but we ended up with hazy weather to deal with here.
I think I'll skip everything and look forward to work.

mengamok.

Remember that entry about my stuffs not delivered. This is the continuation.
I think when ppl WORK so looong in a particular place eventhough if they are just a blardey recep... they act as if they own the blardey place.
And worse, just because THEY THINK I am a pushover. They EXPECT me to coordinate my own purchases, WHY THE HELL DO WE NEED SALES recep THEN IF I HAD TO DO ALL THAT?? I don't mind helping out, BUT HOW IN THE HELL WOULD I KNOW THE SALES PROCEDURE!!!
AND GUESS WHAT!!! they did not even RESERVE my purchases... And its sheer bad luck that particular one that is not available is my best bud order, which meant for her family. I had to make my best bud wait for weeks for me to pass those things to her... and WORST STILL...
now she even had to wait for the next shipment.
pfft.

Babe, aku tahu ko nak belikan ur famille.
Besok gua hantar pi Clementi or CCK mrt ko peh barang OKai?...
manyx5 sorry

hmmph.

The updated version of Footballeur – An Autobiography by Robert Pires will be out in October 2004 (published by Yellow Jersey)-------> I am so not going to buy this. DONKEY!

Tasked by Kay
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Isz
2. Ati
3. Mek-mek


THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Azwethinkweisz
2. Azwethinkweisz
3. Azwethinkweisz


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Teeeeeeeeth.
2. My Eyebrow
3. My BIG nose


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DONT LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My fats
2. My chubby fingers
3. My Acnes


THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Boyanese
2. Javanese
3. Dutch (like real!)


THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Death of loved ones.
2. Too late for everything I ever cared about my whole life.
3. Gunners got relegated.


THREE OF YOUR EVERY DAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Fluids
2. Watch
3. Specs


THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. Australia aboriginal art tee.
2. Sluar pendek arsenal (bedek nyer!)
3. My Casio Calcu watch

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS, OR MUSICAL ARTISTES:
1. Incubus!!!!!!!!
2. Muse
3. Modest Mouse


THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1. From the heart - Another level (heh. lagu EMO!!)
2. Southern girl - Incubus
3. Time is running out - Muse

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Understanding
2. Affection
3. Heavily Bulu-ed Body (heh)


TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I own a Chrysler Cruiser
2. I just played Fifa Street
3. I own Robert Pires's autobiography.


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Good teeth.
2. Moles.
3. Good nose.


THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Read
2. Read
3. Read


THREE THINGS YOU REALLY WANT TO DO REALLY NOW:
1. Sleep
2. See that training video kay was telling me about.
3. Mentally prepared for work tomorrow.


THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Newscaster.
2. Watercolour artist.
3. Big Time Bummer.


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. North London
2. Lapland
3. Gaza Strip


THREE NAMES YOU LIKE FOR KIDS:
1. Cerek
2. Mangkuk
3. Tempayan
(DO NOT ASK ME WHY!)


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. I wanna watch the World Cup 'LIVE'.
2. Loolapalooza /Glastonbury trip.
3. Haj pilgrimage.


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I burp in public
2. I walk with a stoopid swagger (the penguin sort)
3. -


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I got breast.
2. I wear tudong.
3. I can cook.


THREE FEMALE CELEBRITY CRUSHES:
1. Audrey Tautou
2. Jennifer Conelly
3. Nat Portman


THREE MALE CELEBRITY CRUSHES:
1. Paul Bettany
2. Ewan McGregor
3. Colin Firth


THREE PEOPLE WHOM I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ:
1. Tooteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2. Please fill in the blanks
3. Please fill in the blanks

thwarted.

First, I was nagged for giving her a LOT of things to do. Everyone is busy and everyone had LOADs of things to do. She thinks i was blardey shaking leg while she's working her ass off.
Yeah.. i am so farking lazy that i work on a not-suppose-to-work Saturday rite? I could whine and complain to my superior but i thought the better and not to cause unneccessary uproar.

Secondly, how could something simple like asking the ordered stuff to be placed on their table before they head home could be so hard. They knew it was blardey weekend and I intended to consume it DURING THE WEEKEND, yet i saw an empty table when I was ready to pick it up. Furious? yes. And I planned to pass my best bud her stuff by this afternoon. It's not me ALONE who's upset now. So much for defending their asses.

Thirdly, left my mobile in the office. pfft.

Fourthly,
Arsenal Losingggggg~!
The entire gunners, I am gonna be all fair and BLAME ALL THE DONKEYS IN THE GUNNERS JERSEYs, particularly the ugliest-faggot-donkeys sporting the no. 7 & 18 jersey.
This donkey is best sedated (or if you rather kill/mutate) and left on the operating table.
Gawd, I know I am always overly critical of my favourites but they are really at their worst.
OK.. Reyes/Cesc/Robin are not donkeys (contradict my first liner .. haa haa haa)...but the rest were. Fuck Rochemback for getting Cesc a yellow. For fucksake its blardey ELBOW lah sial...

Does it hurt, to be tactful?

Life is a long lesson in humility - J.M. Barrie

I'm now working in a penguin enclosure.
And I am the penguin.

Nisa, as what you wrote a few mths/weeks ago about you feeling small.
I am feeling likewise now.

Eee. geli.

I'm having one of those in-between feelings.
You know, that kinda I'm happy but at the same time I'm sad over the same matter.
And the feeling is kinda equal, so I'm experiencing sort of topsy turvy moody bitchy swings.
[for my safety, i gotta remove that para]
Someone just bought me some pro photography lighting thingamajig at work.
A bit like 'SURPRISE' toy. Which took me like a REAL BIGGY surprise with all the jargons thrown around during the set up. I'm LOST.
It cost him quite a bit, like buying a new DSLR. *sweats*
Got me a little excited having a new toy to play with and experimenting... It finally dawned on me - better equipment better quality photos... = Stress + stress + sad.
I hate IMPULSIVE ppl, altho' I'm one.
See...

I have an update about lil finger that I injure a while back.
Enjoy ya peeps.
1 day after the accident











2 months ++ after the accident


The prospect of not watching my gunners over the weekend, leaves me not looking forward to the weekend at all.

Seven, my favourite number.

I'm tagged by Toots, for the fun of it:

Seven things that scare me
1. Dying in an unhonourable way.
2. Losing my family
3. Infidelity
4. Car Crash
5. Losing the faith
6. Sins committed
7. Ghosts (haha!)

Seven things I like the most
1. When the entire household sits in front of the tv set cheering Gunners on.
2. Books
3. The Mom's cooking
4. Binging on my bed whilst watching Teevee
5. PS2
6. Gift Wrapping
7. Chocolates

Seven important things in my room
1. Air-con & it's remote control
2. Moi Bed
3. A bottle of Jergen's moisturiser
4. Magazines, books, newspapers (any form of reading material)
5. Teevee
6. DVD player
7. PC

Seven random facts about me
1. I am round
2. My favourite past time is digging my nose
3. Incapable of lying, although i do come up with BRILLIANT lying ideas (for ppl)
4. Am a chatterbox
5. Babytalk to my close and loved ones
6. I can't stand being teased
7. Major moodswing

Seven things I plan to do before I die
1. To see to my parents needs
2. To be a better muslim
3. Repentance
4. Bungee Jump
5. I wanna go Highbury OR Ashburton Grove
6. Immerse myself with the world (Travel far and wide)
7. Get married

Seven things I can do
1. Say the meanest things
2. Make ppl laff
3. Be quiet when its needed
4. Cook spinach
5. Wild imagination
6. Spot the unspotted
7. Beat up anyone who bullies my brother

Seven things I can't do
1. Lie
2. Fly?
3. Diet
4. Whistle
5. Lingo Scripting
6. dance
7. Wake up at the first alarm ring

Seven things I say the most
1. Yaaaaah.. rite.
2. Damn!
3. 'Lo
4. Effing
5. Retard...
6. Apaaaaaaaaa?
7. Blardey

Seven celeb crushes (easy-peasy)
1. Le Bob
2. Brandon Boyd
3. Paul Bettany
4. Phillipe Senderos
5. Cesc Fabulous Fabregas
6. Ewan McGregor
7. Faizal Hussein... heh

Seven people who will have to do this:
Nor?
Kay?
Nisa?
Err... any 7 who wants to do this, for the fun of it :)

Bloody Sunday

I was all upset because I'm not sure when I can watch March of the Penguins and my Gunners is not playing this weekend, The Dad cheered me up by letting me do his hair(or rather what's left of it!) into a mohawk. *grins*
Bad news coming my way, it seems my family won't be around for Pipi's engagement. And I'm torn between the entire extended family getaway (which i have been missing for soooo long due to work commitments) and my best friend's engagement. The bro would get all upset cos I won't be around for his birthday too. :(

Err-Noy-Eeeng!!!!!!!!

I think our cinemas should just go and die.
Why the hell is CWP's cinema ONLY SHOWING MARCH OF THE PENGUINS MANDARIN VERSION??!! Like wtf rite!! Can't they @ least screen the ORIGINAL french version as well?
They dun give us, patrons a choice!! I don't understand BOTH language but I'm better off watching in it's original piece... fuck lah.. they spoil my sunday morning plans.

Cleaned toilet bowl.

One thing I learned yesterday,
never to call anyone in the morning and try to strike up a convo.
You will be ignored. *ouch* flatly.
Was left loitering around City Hall *this is what you get when you forgot the watch your wearing is offset to how many minutes* for a whole of 30 mins...at 8.20am.
Met up with the Warner Bros peeps @ Raffles the Plaza for some workshop. The creative director actually thought I looked familiar....which really baffled me... HOW COULD SHE EVER FIND ME FAMILIAR siod... Like she's all the way frm HK and im here in SG. And they don't exactly have roundish malay girls in tudong there, do they?. And it's my first workshop with them. weird.
And I met 2 more weirdo while waiting for Nisa who urge me to lose weight. Fark.
Bumped into Yangzzzzzz at HMV. Nisa and me must have stood like about 20 mins listening to Yang Ru and his life philosophy. It's a total cock-bull thingy, which ironically struck a chord in us. He felt this need to motivate us, despite we never see each other months/years.

Bits & Pieces

Here's the knicks knacks of the things I thought I wanted to blog about:

Discussing No. 14 Goal Celebration in the office with a fellow gooner:
(apparently he did that "T" thingy for his daughter, whose name is 'TEA')
Gooner @ work: So it's 'TEA'...Who names their dotter 'tea' anyway...
Me:...Teh...
(silence) *Gooner @ works gives me that blur look*
Me: Teh 'O' Henry, Teh 'Peng' Henry....geddit?
*Gooner @ works breaks into guffaws of laffter*
Gooner @ work: Teh 'Si' Henry...

A marking of Pires losing his magic, where he displays his blurest performance to date:
The Dad: Robart Piris! Apa kau buaaaaaaat??!! uuuurhhh!
The Dad is not great at foreign name pronounciation. For eg. Gilberto = Gibarlto, Toure = Taw-rae but he NEVER gets 'Pires' WRONG. Pires must have got on his nerves.

She makes me grin today, It's Nor ... she's watching soccer...*in awe*
So Nor, care to share which side were you on for that match?
Memang Pires tu lembik, lagi2 lepas balik injury yg 2 seasons ago. He was never the same.
Semoga nie mlm dier buck up. Kudos to Mr Shafie, for influencing kakak Nor to watch soccer.

I intended to watch PONTIANAK MENJERIT(again!!) last night * biar betol* but i fell asleep too early.
For those who has this puzzled look on their faces, kenapa si bdk isz nie nak tgk citer HANTU padahal dier peh penakot...ya amat...pasal kalau tgk 2 meters away from the tv set, remove my speckies and I have like 350 myopic degrees...Faizal Hussein mcm Brandon Boyd... haa haa haa haa...as pointed out by Kakak Yanni.

Kakak Yanni masak pasta sungguh sedap sehingga menjilat jari kaki...*aik*

Muchas gracias Kay (sempena Adek Cesc), for that ecard ya...i choked(nearly babe!) on my coffee mooncake when i saw it! Pires pakai topi jenama 'isz'.. ahakhakhakhak. Am willing to share Ewan Mcgregor, Paul Bettany and Faizal Hussein with you... hahahahah

Speechless.

Million things to say.
Only not now.

Mind your own.

Read on:

If someone tries to enlist you in their little drama, just say no -- you can always get a subscription to your local theater if you need to have any extra sturm und drang in your life. Don't succumb, no matter how tempting it is to wade in there with the big guns and sort everything out. You've got things to sort out that need your care and attention, so tend your own garden rather than trying to pull out the weeds from everyone else's.

Heh, pure coincidence...

So be it if you want to continue with that kind of attitude.
You don't owe me a living, nor do I to you.
Review my options and pass on.
Continue tripping the oblivious...
Continue poisoning the unsuspected...
May you get all the satisfaction you can have carrying out that deeds.
For I shall be an onlooker from now on.

I want to coop in that tiny lil corner of my room, hug Bunny with Piresz by my side, cover myself with duvet, cry myself out and yet I think its foolish getting upset like that. I can hear my heartbeat, even as I speak, smile and laff... god knows what kinda blood pressure i go through when am furious. I shall stop here.

Any idea where i can get a pair of rubber speckies? yeap rubber speckies...The eraser rubber sort. I want BIG RED rubber speckies (it's like outta dis world kinda KOOL lah!). So that i can look like that Magnolia Cow... cos afterall I am an aspiring nostril model. heh.

EPL starts!

Met up with the small peeps on Sat.
T'was a chaotic afternoon as per usual when we meet up.
Ate a revolting noodle, all's well later after the much needed catching up @ Starbux.
Head home after that cos i ran out of movies to watch.heh.
Bro got Winning Eleven 9 (Gunners in redcurrants!!), Grand Turismo 4 and MotoGP.
So PS2 it was until 2am.

I missed MY Sunday Morn'n WONDER FALLS. FARK!!
Shall not miss tonite's episode.

I've been anticipating THE ENTIRE WEEK... or rather for a few mths...for this
EPL!
Impressed with most of the GUNNERS but depressed with ONE.
Yeah that paticular one, that has just appointed captain.
I sniffed that stench of overwhelming of arrogance, complacency and conceit from thig ONE.
How he displays his fuckface to his team mate just BECAUSE he has the authority now.
The numerous times he whines at the ref, rather than concentrating in his OWN game.
The way he 'scolded' Cesc for a mis-timed pass that cause him to be offside... pffft.
The game would have been better without him.
He asked for the ball, only to lose with his OVER dribbling/pusing2 around the edge of the penalty box and WILL never SHOOT at GOAL. And his team mates gotta clear up his mess and regain the ball possesion for him to squander AGAIN. It's frustrating...

Cesc slips into Vieira's shoes rather comfortably with a lot of space for improvement, but it was better than I expected. He threads back to help defends, and support the offensive well. He has more ATTITUDE than say, Pires, and is ready to stamp his midfield authority.

Pires was his usual self, he was a passenger for the first 15 mins but make his mark later on.

Hleb, I can't wait to see more of him, if that newcastle defender had been a tad slower, Hleb would have scoreeeeeeeeeeeed... He looks promising :)

RVP improved tremendously, apparent impact the moment he came on.
And what a brilliant GOAL!!

So ppl, esp Toots...
When are you guys game for a HORROR morning?
I've got Pontianak Menjerit.. and prolly could get THE MAID as well..
So we can have screamy and hiding under the duvet weekend morning again?

Si Jali dan Kilang Cokelat.

I haben catch THAT one yet!
So much for 5 days of total bumming ard.
Took leave to bum around, now regretting, cos I would prefer a MONDAYless week after my bday. heh!
A girly2 sleepover at the best friend's on friday nite. All that spying at the void deck and scaring the shit outta ourselves was fun, which of course... I had trouble sleeping soundly later.

Up and about around Arab St on a lazy afternoon with the Dad, the Mum and E.T.

Not all wasted tho', managed to catch STEALTH, BEWITCHED & WEDDING CRASHERS (bits & pieces) at some underground cinema tuck in a West Bay Condo... hee hee hee hee... I was conned into going after a speedster trip to JB for PIZZA ONLY.

And a UBER lazy Monday spent looking forward to Wonder Falls (starts at 10pm!!)
Replay of Charidee Shield(TWICE!!), My Gunners weren't BAD at all eventho' we LOSE..(pheww), Down With Love (SO HOT lah that bloke!).
And course... hours and hours of Colin McRae and Winning Eleven(I got a kick of getting 'Pires' sent off! hah!)

Yesterday,
Hingga ke Hujung Nyawa, is it me or is supposedly OLD and WRINKLY Erra Fazira is clad in RED cardigan with black kebaya.. a bit too VOGUE don't you think for a grave visits?
I had a helluva LAFF, with the nenek gatal nonsense and at Yusry's Albert Einstein hairdo.
Tuty dropped by, in white top and RED capri, with matching earstuds. Look every bit THE PATRIOTIC SINGAPOREAN, it helps that she lurrrrrvees RED.

heh. i wanted to blog abt MOVIES... and look @ what i ended up with.

Anally me.

I just unleashed my anal demanding nature on my innocent best friend.
Hate it when my heart is down on my feet and my brain is nowehere to be found.
NOT functioning, my systems got disrupted.

It's like a Dementor administering its KISS on me.
I'm not sure if I will ever be cheerful again.

Bugged.

Flu bug is here.
Im infected, now having the sniffles and PAIN PAIN PAIN sore throat.
Very sure that full blown flu will follow thru'.
Best bud is down with fever and my 'twin' sounds like a robot.
I hope i get MC tmr, but with the pile of work coming up.
Seems such a bad idea to ask for MC aye.
Whats the use of staying at home to rest, when i know I'm gonna spend the entire day fretting abt my unfinished work. Plus, the add ons..it's just gonna make me sick than I'm already am.

And the Charity Shield is here.
I hope Gunners LOSE it. yes.. thats right, LOSE it. Or to save some dignity... a DRAW laaaah.
Don't get yourself stuck with THE CURSE.
Not that I think its TRUE, but to be on the safer side.
And Gunners sure need a lot of luck this year.

Arsenal vs Chelsea game been postponed from my bday to the day after.. pfft.

I love Sunday morning TV. I love love love love Wonder Falls. *hooked*

Hey Toots,
Congrats babe! *hugs*

Again, please?

Interesting isn't it... how dreams can be bizarrely ridiculously.
I woke up with a chuckle today.
And a Big Grin followed shortly.

My dream was: ( i can't recall everything, but these is the few highlights) I was suffering from a terrible acne/pimple/boils problem on my forehead. (which i really am! but not as bad till boils.) Got this terrible humongous one that throbs in pain. (Think Elm Street!) Went to the doctor, its Ewan McGregor!! (Tom Lincoln!) with the specs and the scottish accent!!..He tried operating on it, before he could there's a creepy crawly + foetus (species!!) climb outta it. Surprisingly, we didnt freaked out, he just disposed it off in a rubbish bin... which suspiciously looks like my IKEA wastepaper bin. Found myself ended up at La Salle. (weird!) And there he was Ewan Mcgregor AGAIN!! with beard et al. (Obi wan!!) Apparently he's a lead singer of a band,Ben Affleck as the bassist and thugs looking dude as the rest of them.
Met the small peeps (Cept' Nor). (Front row!! and tuty was jumping up and down squealing ard).. and they sang like Incubus...It's Incubus's latest single!! Make a MOVE!!...before i knew it, i was walking with Lydia in some dark alley, and she was chased by a PONTIANAK!!.. I think I cried, shivering with fear, watching Lydia being chased.

THE END.
Must be The Island. I love that I'm-a-cheeky-scotsman-grin.

And I'm still chuckling now.
For a slightly different matter. *giggles*

Cloning anyone?

I'm done with all the visitation.. wee!
And i finally caught The Island...
Cringing at the sight of slimy 'agnate'... and almost covering my eyes, when the suspense comes on, lips biting etc. on a serene sunday morning. I must have looked like a total idiot doing all that alone in the theatres. ahakhakha.. who cares. Not that there's nuch ppl in the cinema itself.
I'm just tired of waiting and missing it altogether or just plain losing interest in it.

K, I'm back at work... foresee myself being 'stretched' this week.
Urgh i hate monday.

Visits.

Agenda of the day:
- Visit BOTH gramps (Mom says they miss me!)
- Visit all those hospitalised.

There goes The Island. But it's OK.

In the cold.

At work, munching on BK breakfast and staring at the comp.
There seems to be a mountainful tasks to be done TODAY.
- Get some brochure done BY today (11am to be exact!).
- Gramps been ill, complained of chest pains. (MUST go and visit her after work.)
- My neighbour passed away yesterday.(Pay a visit and give my condolences.)
- Best friend's gramps got hospitalised, in critical condition. (MUST pay a visit!)
- Best bud's dad got hospitalised too, this morning. (MUST try and pay a visit!)

Was talking to Dad about it this morning, when he fetch me for work.
Health can come and go, as and when.
And it's really up to us, to make a good use of it.

Remember HIM, in good times. Don't wait till ur stuck in a corner helpless, than scramble yourself to be a better muslim.
Ermmm... thks dad.

On an ENTIRELY different note,
Anybody wants to SEE Tuty's old crush??..
HEM is now working at CWP red earth... check it out.
They even had a convo... bone-chilling i tell ya.

And guys,
Yesterday was fun, all that joke pulling me into the Baby's room.
Gone bad coleslaw and my major idiotic driving. My sparkling white teeth.. heh.
i want that monkey and snail... can?

Toots,
I want those pics... I want to frame up my TEETH... the pic of my TEETH, i mean.

Tug the kite.

I am on the verge of writing something mean.. but i managed to pull myself back..
We live in a cynical world, certainly don't need me to further worsen situation.. ahakhakhak.
K.. I'm good... meeting Tuty laters.!!

Boring Wednesday.

I'm cautious of who I would call a friend.
Right on lah dude! Just what I thought too.

I shud re-categorise my 'friends' list.
To "aquaints" and "my friends' friend"...
Cos I badly need to prioritise my 'should I care' list.

Miss you all Small Peeps!! Jom tgk The Island sesamer!!

Kay, aku suker jersey baru kita... Our Gunners will look like slim ribenas running ard the field :)!! And I'm not gonna be all upset if PV4 (oh no more..) or RP7 is leaving.
We got Hleb!! yeay!! And we got Senderos too!! <3

Looooong Daaaay.

Saya nak tengok Les Poupées russes. Bila? tak tahu, citer pon belom kluar pat wayang.

Saya kehilangan sesuatu, VCD Les Choristes saya.
Saya tak tahu di mana saya meletakkan nya.
Jikalau sekiranya VCD itu pada ada anda, sila hubungi saya.
Saya tengah panik nie.
Saya nak tengok Les Choristes nyer concert... mcm best. Tapi DVD nyer mahal nak mampos.

Yan, if ur dropping by CWP one of these days, pls let me know, i want to return your boyfriend's DVD.

I don't wanna go Chelsea.

Alex Hleb. Heart him already. :)

Slept @ 3am yest. Not exactly a gd morning. *yawn*

For your info.

I absolutely ABHOR/DETEST/DESPISE/DISLIKE/HATE/LOATHE/________(any other HATE word) ppl taking a jibe @ me on a SUNDAY nite.
Harmless it may seem on other days, NOT with the gloomy monday approaching.
When emotions go on a roller coaster ride. Any kind of insensitive remark is like the car-slammed-finger-caught-in-between hurt to the mourning heart.
And don't start on that She-can-be-hyper-sensitive thingy, should have known better why i always coop myself up on Sundays. Should have known better.

Seriously, If havent got anything better to say.... keep that finger/mouth/ears/nose shut.
What is gained by making ppl unhappy on a Sunday nite?

Not too happy sunday nite => Grumpy week. Bleargh!

Toots,
The next time you see me, you MUST grab me before doing the waving thing.
I always caught myself staring into blank space on a sunday MRT ride.

Nor,
I've broadcasted to all the small peeps that you look tembam now... hee hee hee hee.
My turn to cubit ur pipi... ahakakahkhak

Stealth

Movies to watch:
- Charlie & the Chocolate Factory. (MUST!)
- The Island.
- Stealth. (MUST!)

Did my usual snooping ard.
And i found Brandon Boyd with the 1999 hairdo and much nicer!! *drools*
And from now on, i shall glue myself to the google box and tune myself to MTV.
To catch a glimpse of 'Make a Move'!!
Although, i much prefer 'Neither Of Us Can See'.
A collaboration with The Pretender's Chrissie Hynde. Yeay!

And Half Blood Prince... is out this friday!!!! Arrrrrgh!! tak sabar!

IOC Session.

Beckham, Raul, Arantxa graced today's front news.
Heh. what a good way to start your day.

Beckham togged in a 3 PIECE SUIT!! *slaps forehead*
He wears a blardey SUIT in singapore. Outdoor some more!!
HOW Dumb is that?
Very Dumb considering Singapore's weather.
You could almost see his and Vic Beckham face getting all clammy.
Should I stalk them?... aku so so so so nak dgr Beck's quacking 'LIVE' laaah.. teringin gitu

Glad to know, Raul is smarter(and better looking) opting for a t-shirt, trousers and SANDALS.
Err.. a bit too informal aye?.... i expect at least a shirt and prolly loafers.
I dunnoe ... at least he doesnt LOOK DUMB.. ahkahka.

France/Paris decided to bring in some big shot Judo champ.
Whom I never heard of, apparently he is more popular than Zizou itself.
If only, they bring in Zizou or *koffs* Pires as their delegates.
I'll go on teenybopper frenzy and stalk them ard town... nampaknyer aku camp pat airport ler

Meanwhile,
Road users,
korang bersabar lah eh.Banyak road yg ditutup pasal nie matrep2 nak dtg. Ribot siod, sumer org komplen balik keje lambat pasal kena lalu tempat lain.
Kesian korang eh.

Lepas keje nak jempot Sir Bobby Charlton.. hee hee hee hee

Neurotic.

Weekdays filled with things to worry and think about.
Turn me into a neurotic mess over the weekend.
The greymatter obviously not to used with the resting bit.
I'm a neurotic + selenger + blur mess.

Half an hour ago.
*Walks into the lift in after a harmless-looking chinese chap*
*Press the floor button, looks up*
*Chinese guy smiled at me... no... grin is more like it.*
[Huh? like wtf is he grinning away? And why is he tilting his head? OMG!! He could be a flasher!!A robber!! OMG!! OMG!! Blardey lift why issit taking so long~~!]
Guy:..Excuse me, what's the time now?
Me: *super startled look* *looks at watch LOOOOONG enuff* Eleven thirty.
[Bodoh peh BUDAK!!.. nak tanya time pon cakap lah siang2 tadi.. ini konon nak tengok jam aku.
Terjengok-jengok, bikin suspense org je.. and what's with the grinning, man?!!]
Guy: Thks.
Lift door opens.
*hurry out*

A few hours ago.
I'm reading the newspaper, mom watching some comedy on tv.
Mom: Muakahkahkahk...*loud laffter*
Me: *hands on chest* eh apa nie mama ketawa kuat2.
Mom: Kelakar lah... apsal?
Me: Terkejottttt.....*muker takot*
Mom: Allah... kau nie... org ketawa terkuat sket pon terkejot. Mcm baby lah.

I think I'm losing it.

Groceries.

Dad, bro, pipi and I were @ Mustafa Ctr yesterday.
*Queueing to pay for our groceries*
Me: Pi~, tunggu jap aku nak amek brownie mix, mak aku bley bikinkan sementara weekend nie.
Pipi: Ok
*Pipi queues up with bro while I walked over to the cake mix shelves, looks @ expiry date*
[ Ey apsal sakkkk, semua brownie mix dah expired, lerrr... baru nak makan brownie]
*walks back to the checkout counter*
Pipi: Ey ko tak amek brownie mix?
Me(whispers): Aku tgk sumer dah expired lah sakkkkkk!
Pipi *eyes wide open* really???!!

*Walking to the carpark.*
Me: Nasib baik tadi tergerak hati nak check expiry date siod. Aku tgk banyak expired Feb 2006, abeh ader satu kotak tu, expired Dec 2005 laaaaah sakkkkk.
Pipi: Ey, kan belom expired tu. (!!???!!)
[Whats wrong with me!!]
Me: *slaps forehead* Allah... aku ingat dah 2006.
Pipi: Ahakahkahkaka*hysterical laffter* Selenger~~!
*Bro overheard and shook his head*

Dah nyanyok agaknyer.
Thank you for the gift. *beams*

Lunch Time.

Bought my food.
[Wanted a Cold drink for a change! Watermelon juice!]--->Mind
Me(inform a colleague): Ey wait for me here, i go grab a drink.---->Dialogue
[Yeay! Watermelon Juice! Sweet yet Healthy!]
*walks on..to the drinks stall*---->Action
[Can't wait, Watermelon Juice! Yummy!]
* before getting to the drinks stall, stops at the newspaper stand, bought The new paper and proceed walking back to colleague*
Me: Ok! let's go.
Colleague: Can I have a look @ ur new paper?
[Hey!!!! I want Watermelon juice. Not this newspaper!]
Me: Shit. I walk all the way there to buy watermelon juice. NO THIS!!!
Colleague: ??!!?.. so blur!

Arrrgh!! what was i doing??... [still yearns for watermelon juice]

Hip Hip You're on a holiday.

Its Friday!!
And its 1st July.
I'm a mth overshot of the expiry date.
Heh. Hell with it, let's make it 6 mths overshot...

War of the Worlds it will be.
Or should i skip it for Mr Willy Wonka instead?.. hmm...
Err wait... Fantastic Four is showing too! HELP. haha

*beaming*

I NEARLY did a cartwheel after reading this.

"The same goes for Patrick. He will also stay with us for next season - as will Robert." - Monsieur Arsene Wenger.

He's not goin anywhere... *doing jiggy ziggy dance*

Eclectic Feelings

*poof*
Arrrrrgh!.. totally forgotten what i want to originally blog abt.
dang!

I visited my late grandpa's best friend earlier today.
The atok gone frail and he hasn't got the appetite to eat for weeks.
Being sickly and all, lost quite a bit of weight.
He and grandpa has been best friends for longest time ever.
That atok, who would regularly accompany my grandpa to his dialysis.
Constantly by my grandpa side though THICK and thin.
Looking at him reminds me of late grandpa, I nearly teared.
When I was younger, I would tag along to makan angin with my grandpa and this atok.
I thought this atok was damn KOOL cos he uses a Snoopy leather belt. ahkahkahka.
I hope he regains his appetite and get healthy soon. Insya Allah.

Went Mak Andam recce-ing with pipi and family.
Not sure what make me do it.
Quite an EYE-OPENER.... ahakakahk...
Not much help in assisting my best friend to choose her engagement outfit.
She obviously brought the wrong person lah... She brought along her I-think-all-bridal-outfits are-over-the-top best friend. (which defeats the purpose if its not OTT!).. haha..
Like a mechanism fixed to my neck, I've become a smile-and-nod robot yesterday.
Did'nt know one have to book the Mak Andam... wayyyyy in advance before the majilis.
Wayyyy in advance - 1 to 2 yrs....

The braddah and I can't wait for NAPOLEON DYNAMITE.
Don't think its out yet.
Excerpt:
Girl: What are you drawing?
Dorky-looking Napoleon: A Liger.
Girl: What's a Liger?
Napoleon: It's my favourite animal. It's like a Lion and a Tiger mixed.

Ahakahkahkahka....

bingit.

Shit!
Im gutted and I blardey make the wrong decision. Tsk.

Starjump.

Thank you English FA!
Chelsea vs. Arsenal = 20th August 2005
I foresee a pretty hectic birthday ;)

Let's have a soccer mad partey!!.. yeay!

He is leaving....

He is.... *sigh*

My Gunners won't be the same again....My Saturday/Sunday night will never be the same agn..
Luckily there is Senderos and Fabulous Fabregas.... hahahahaha

Or should i switch to La Liga....?

Adoi Sakit.

I've got a bruised-blood-clot-ring-finger-injury-the-result-of-slamming-the-car-door-on-that-finger in short= Tangan aku tercepit sampai lebam dan darah beku.
I overestimated the dist of the door to the car and before i could release my hand.. WHAM!!!... sedap siod. Damn sedap sampai ini hari pon masih sakit.
Now it looks like i got a GIANT blue-black mole underneath my nails. Hmm.. KOOL?
Got chided frm Abah " Didnt i tell u countless times always place ur hand on the handle when u close the door..?". He says while attempting to massage the finger.. with me grimacing in pain.
Brother looks on sniggering away and mom just kept on asking "ok tak?... nak pergi doktor?".
So much for being reminded all my life to hold the handle... padan muker ko isz.. setep terror lagi lah.

Nothing much to blog abt... my life is such a Zzzzzzzz.

Kay, Do u think Cek Abe Bulu Snr kiter will REALLY go?...
I'm OK if he goes... cos I'm in love with Senderos now. <3 hehehehehe
And yes, as of now... i think RVP is STUPIDBODOHBANGANGTAKGUNAPUNYAJUNKTAN

Weary??

And now this

There's only SO MUCH a bad news one can take. :(

Gone Sentimental??..

Time for long overdue stuffs to be done.
Rummaging thru my wardrobe for a double sided tape.
Stumbled upon:
- Parker pen with 'ISZ' engraved on its side.
- Forever Friends keychain holder. (keychain long used.)
- Miniature lion keychain.
- Pacifier with its cover and 'BIG BABY' on it.
- Card with a blue fat cat clutching YELLOW fish.
- Nicely decorated card with blue flames and its friendship band still intact.
- Hari Raya card with silly quirky poems.
- Giraffe's Head bathroom accesories.

The double-sided tape was not found.
That fuzzy warm feeling in the tummy, that has long lost, was found. *smiles*

I just about to recover from withdrawal symptoms due to the lack of my favourite 11 men on the pitch weekly galore.
RVP got himself convicted although not found guilty YET.
Kay, whatever happened to you loverboy?.... and he's even MARRIED... kesian Mrs RVP kaaan.
*shrugs* sigh*

Sleepy.

I felt sooooo sleepy today.
Several peeps on MC...I wish i was one of them. *yawn*
The Mee Rebus was icky tday. And now I'm feeling all nauseous.
Its time to complete the SAGA.
Can't wait to be back home ;)
Wooooo hoooo! *snores*

bleargh!

*Tired of playing second fiddle to whoever whatever.*

I feel so 'object'...

Oh Brother.

A few minutes before heading home. In the office.. on msn....

Fabregas says:
helo
*NEW* Gooner the Giraffe. says:
oei nak apa?
*NEW* Gooner the Giraffe. says:
ey boss aku belikan aku menan giraffe.
Fabregas says:
whats the occasion?
*NEW* Gooner the Giraffe. says:
boss aku bari balik Shanghai
Fabregas says:
haha..dlm giraffe ader babi..hafa
Fabregas says:
*haha
*NEW* Gooner the Giraffe. says:
diam ah kau... babi aku sumbat dlm mulot kau..
Fabregas says:
POWER!

Dear Allah,
Thank you for giving me a bro, that is so full of crap.
Adore him so much!!!

Cloud 7.

*giggles*

Yesterday, meet up with the getek girls... loadsa stories.
Loadsa laffters... and loadsa geteking.

The manager got me a Giraffe (a toy lah of course!) frm Shanghai.. yet to give him (it has to be a male!) a name.. any suggestions??... Safin??.. yes? No?... Cesc?.. or perhaps !xobile?

*giggles*

Perang Bintang.

This is like the 3rd time I'm watching Revenge of The Sith in a day.
Plus the countless replaying of this scene:
Spoiler Alert (highlight to proceed)

(Youngling emerge from behind the council seats)
Youngling: Master Skywalker, there are so many of them, what r we going to do?
(Cuts to Anakin's back and he flashes his lightsabre)

(Yoda and Obi Wan walk through the ruins of the Temple until they come across the bodies of some students.)
Obi Wan: Not even the younglings survived.
Yoda: Killed not by clones, this Padawan. By a lightsaber, he was.
Obi Wan: . . .Who?? Who could have done this?

That is sungguh menyedihkan ok....mcm nak nangis.
Mak aku pon ingat aku dah sod dot, pi rewind tu part bnyk2 kali.

Stuck.

I'm waiting for stuffs to FINISH printing... so im like here... at work. On a FRIDAY nite.. haha

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howdopeopleseeyouquiz/">How Do People See You?

You Are 22 Years Old

22 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/">What Age Do You Act?

Just Awful.

I got things to complain, here goes:

1.) I hate MEN. (not all lah, only that certain few)
Who writes and speak like smart alecky, in short Mr Knows-it-all.
Impressed by their depth of thoughts (at times!) and wit.
However, it comes to a point, when these i-got-opinion-for every-single-thing MEN, got nothing worthwhile to speak/write. They decided to find issues that is as significant as dirt in between their toes. And they led their overly judgemental views on that issue(somehow they r determined to show that whatever opinion they have is strictly 'mind over heart' kinda thing) and make screwy comments abt the subject. Which makes my blood boil @ this very moment. And that's why i adore quiet ppl who let their feet do the talking. Even if he's an almost himbo who reads Stephen King and listens to Snoop Doggy Dogg and Ja Rule... hurr hurr hurr hurr... Oooh i also like ppl who writes intelligent lyrics.... hee hee hee

2.) The office toilet seat broke. (Not by me lah!)..
Guess who salvaged that seat from biting our precious bums?
Cleaner? no... Maintanence Officer? no......
It's the blardey Grafeek Designer lah..
Too good to be TRUE??... believe me its true!!!!!!
Squatting and taping the sharp corners....just to save the BUTTS frm getting bruised or cut.

Lapar nak mampos.

Back frm WORK.
Greeted with NO FOOD except for a few leafy veggies.
No one picks up my calls. No ONE!!!!!!!
Great ... absolutely Great!

What the fuck?! *Rusell Peters style*

Workaholic.

Today i shall blog in malay:

Nari aku ader mood nak meluahkan perasaan aku...
Perasaan frust.
Cuber kwn2 tgk jam, dah pkl brape skrg?. 9.30 mlm kan.
Dan teka aku ader di mana skrg?.. cuber lah teka...tak payah suruh teka, korang mesti dah dpt sensed kan, aku ada pat kerja.
Kwn2, nak tahu aku dtg kerja pkl brape?... cuber teka sket?....7.30 pagi?... oh bukan.... Nari aku dtg 6.30 pagi, aku dah sampai keje... lincah kaduk aku siap selepas solat subuh. Aku rayu kepada abah aku beb.. Mintak tolong hantar aku pi kerja.
Asal eh?... asal aku berkerja keras sungguh eh? Ntah lah aku pon tak tahu kenapa... sampai aku tido pon mimpi nie syarikat ('syarikat' kaperrrrr?!!).
Hari2 idop aku tak tenteram, pasal?.. PASAL KERJA..
aku makan eskrim aku teringat.. KERJA...
aku baca buku aku teringat... KERJA...
Aku kluar dgn kwn2 aku... aku teringat.. KERJA.
Setiap kali 'KERJA' timbol dlm kepala otak aku... muker baik2 happy jadi muram.
Segala mood yg gerek2 semua hilang.
Tiap2 mlm hari Ahad, hatiku pilu, mcm ditinggalkan kekasih (iye-iye ah ni bdk!)...
Kerana aku kena pi KERJA keesokan hari...
Aku tahu, bukan semua org favourite dgn KERJA... dan bukan niat aku nak menyeksa korang baca nie entry pasal KERJA. Aku saja nak meluahkan perasaan yg sungguh tak hepi nie.
Dah OK... aku dah rasa lega sket. K. kena sambong keje...


Adakah ini masa utk tinggalkan 'KERJA' ini? ntah laaaaa...
Kalau lama2 kat sini, nampaknya , nanti 40 tahun kahwin lah aku dgn 'KERJA'.

Scrapped Knee.

Urgh!. i hate meself.

The Reason.

The reason:
1) I did'nt blog for a a few days, is because: I make a personal agreement with myself, if my beloved gunners win, i shall not gloat abt it. So.. we won :).. and i did'nt gloat abt it to anyone. Yeay!

2) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: Been busy, my whole greymatter is taken up by work and what-nots.

3) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I've got nothing to blog. hah!

4) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I went into hiding with Obi-wan. And converts him to Boyanese while in hiding, and now he's known as Obek Wan.

5) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I think I cracked my skull.. oh-oh.

6) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I was led to believe I was Darth Vader, and my mission is to 'clean' up an entire puff nation.

7) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I'm hatching up a plan to kidnap the Giraffe in SG Zoological Gardens, they are restored today :).

8) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I love Robert Pires, Cesc Fabregas and Philippe Senderos (???!!!)

9) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I was watching KAKA the keropok in action.

10) I did'nt blog for a few days, is because: I was pondering if Giraffe is HALAL. is it?

Pardon my terrible english, i cant make sense outta my 'grandmmar'.
Ppl, wish me luck!

Take Flight.

Whenever you had too many things to worry about.
And suddenly everything is outta your grasp.
It rifes up those kinds of emotion that you have long shoved in your secret drawer.
And now its back...

bleargh..

Pls catch Becoming Obi Wan,10 pm, Friday 20th May 2005, on ARTS CENTRAL.

I still havent watch Eternal Sunshine in a spotless mind.
The Dvd is collecting dust on my shelves.
I cant seem to relax my brain enuff to watch it.

Dogville.

Yeah, i caught the show, that for soooooo long i wanted to watch.. For FREE @ Arts Central.
And every single week i will thinker whether to buy the expensive Dogville DVD.
It has nice packaging tho'. Should I?

Very2 stoned movie(play?) but highly engaging... or rather i force myself to be focused with it.
(For the sake of a certain Paul!! well, thats nt the WHOLE point really!)
The first hr was DRAGGY but it gets melodramatic towards the end.
Weird, disturbing and funny altogether. They had quite a few ultra cheesy lines.
Nisa and me were exchanging smses thruout the show... mostly to spot the cheesy lines.
One of my favourite:
Tom(PB): There's a lot of things goin in my mind.
Grace(NK):*looks sympathetic* OOOoooh, that must be tiring!
ahkahkahkahkaakhkah...
blood chilling revenge but with no BLOOD!!.. me like!!...

Emotions.

Was watching the Everton game, a 7-0 scoreline.
Happy @ the fact Pires scores, twice! Floodgate of brilliant goals for the past few days.
On a high of positive vibes but did i see Edu teared in his last match?
I felt sorry for that guy, he could be greedy for money and impatient for first team actions. BUT
Who would'nt want to leave if u have brilliant young prospects stealing ur thunder on weekly basis.
Hearing him boo-ed, and his gunners team-mates letting him take that penalty kick. (how sweet!)
And the endless farewell hugging, muttering THANK YOUS. ( i wish i was there!)
After all that travelling and training together... THAT IS SAD.. i suppose.
I was watching... filled with envy...becos he kena hug by almost every arsenal player ...hurr hurr hurr hurr...sorry eh terpesong sket...makes me miss my frens too ... UWWAAAAAH!

We just lost a player with deft skills. DAMN!

Holiday Frenzy

Dad cant seem to make up his mind where he wants to go.
As of now, he suggested 5 places already. FIVE mind you!
And we can only choose ONE.
And have to suit all his pre-requisite.
Stress lah, when I'm being put in-charge of administrative matters.
Must fit within budget, not exceeding xx travelling hours, comfy hotel with SEAVIEW!!
Grrr.. can I go on a time machine, tune back to 5 yrs ago.
When my now weary grumpy dad, was more adventurous...The Dad who wouldnt mind a 3 hrs boat ride... Grrrr!.. *pening*

And that hasnt include the mom. haizzzzz....

Troubled.

http://www.football365.com/teams/arsenal/story_151886.shtml

why oh why??... hurr hurr hurr hurr hurr...
him and ronald jinggo running side by side...*shudders*

Moved

My old blog was gobbled up.
So ppl, you need me?... You can find me here.

Yesterday was a blast.
Started out with early morning playing in the rain.
Got meself all drenched. My VANS gone squishy cos it got all waterlogged.
And my documents in my wallet got wet. The hp got itself received a gd bath.
Holding my specs in hand (Can't see, with it on, twa's pouring!)
I trudge in the rain, carefully avoiding the 'covered route'.... hee hee hee hee
Got home , with my bro exclaiming "ko pi masok swimming pool kaper?"

And later @ nite..
My 2 abg bulus scores laaaaaaaaaaah..and 1 adek bulu
All three... woohooo!. *does the jiggy ziggy*

Sat was gd company with gd food.
And a lil cat and mouse chase towards in the end..
pulsating week.. hurr hurr hurr.
Cant wait for this weekend ;)