Trying times.

The floodgates exploded.
Shedding tears would not solved my problem.
I am at a complete loss on how to survive the upcoming days.
My parents are off to their mini getaway and I never felt so helpless.
I don't want them to go.

The Dad fetch me to work this morning, I kissed his hand and told him to enjoy themselves during the holiday, thanking him for the ride. He told me to look after my bro and not to overworked. I was choked with emotions, I badly needed them here. I can't look after my bro, when I can't look after my own well-being.

I have no idea what hit me.
2 hrs and my tears still on free flow. I have compacted my self disappointments for the past year and choose today to reflect on it.

Arsenal drew their latest game. =(