Tough lessons in life.

I lost my wallet last friday.

Apart from the neccesary cards, I had $200+ of cash in it.

As you can tell, I am quite affected because Syawal is around the corner and the money was meant for someone and the rest of it is not mine but to be paid for something. I think of all the hassle of having to re-do all the cards.

The wallet was only over a month old, a birthday gift from my best friend.

After the iftar meet up. I took long time to get home. I took an hour to walk home when usually I need a quarter of that to reach home.

I know it is my fault for being careless. I really start to wonder if 'CARELESS' is my middle name. I emotionally kicked myself for being so foolish and grew sadder as I contemplate why such fate befall on me as I hold in high esteem of not taking what is not mine but my sensible thoughts (yah right!) starts to set in and i figured the world doesn't work that way.

There some things that I meant to do, which I never got around to do, due to reasons I myself can't explain! I deserved this wake up call as I did not carry out my intentions when I should have done and no matter how upsetting it was. I felt I throughly deserved it. And if there was nothing uncovered. Things are never meant to be.

Arsenal has to top up my misery by putting up a lackadaisacal display. Needless lost and 3 points lost.

Update: I found my wallet. The librarian found it actually. Alhamdullilah.

Heroic Rendevous.

Gosh! The weekend went by so fast. I still haven't get down to completing my checklist.

My room is a pig sty complete with cobwebs and 1cm thick of dust. I really have no idea when is a good time to get down and scrub the entire room when I'm still stuck with neverending wardrobe sorting.

What a pleasant football week! The earlier game was kinda exciting and Pool won, this has to be the long awaited win over United by Rafa. We won 4-0, impressive I must say by looking at the scoreline but Blackburn is clearly a pale shadow of their thugsy selves. I thought we did well, an early goal help to settle the nerves. I still think Ade is fucking lazy but he scores 3 goals. So I am not going to complain but I just hate the fact that we started singing his song the moment he scores. pfft.

Why does it always rain on me?

Xabi Alonso did not come to the Grove.

AW is sticking to this current team.

It would be nice to have someone who strikes fear in the hearts of opponents in the middle of the field.

Arsene, you will need a full metal alchemist to partner Cesc lah.

We all know how horrifiying can be without Cesc.

I wonder...

The short time span or is it me? but I can't help feeling the time between this Ramadhan and the last seems like a very short time. I was very ill prepared for this Ramadhan... ermm, I normally embraced it with much gusto (ie. mad housekeeping rampage, overzealous planning of iftar dates throughout the Ramadhan). As I lay on my bed pondering (when I really should be terawikh-ing) what should I do to make this Ramadhan a better Ramadhan than the previous one. I know I have been slacking in terms of ibadah and last year's was particularly the worst of the last few Ramadhans I had.

Anyway, it's still not too late to make it a good Ramadhan. I hope to complete what I set for myself. And may Allah grant me the strength and resolute I need to fulfill my target. Insya Allah. Amiin.

To all,
Selamat Maju Jaya sambil menunaikan ibadah puasa. :p

*zap*
On Arsenal front.
I think we need a cover. Some sort of cover.