Wednesday, November 23, 2005

The tribe has spoken.

I can see it coming, so see it coming.
It's nt my WANT to be overly loyal/hardworking one but deadlines are set to be met.
Even if it's ridiculously set.
What can I do?
Are my pleas heard? Only to be told, to bear with it.
Till all is set.
How can it be set, when new deadlines sprouts out like wild mushrooms?
And that endless backing up/support.

"How long is it still gonna be like this??" she asked.
She never questioned me before.
Until yesterday.
Yeah. This is what coming.
It never came across to me, if there is anything lacking.
I think I talk to them regularly, about a lot of things under the sun.
LOVE.
We have loads between us. We share every single day.
Every morning, every night.
Just that, it would be nice if they can have dinner with me more often. :/

I told my best bud, I needed help.
I hope she's willing.
Cos I need to get my act right. This time round.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Late night out with Harry PotteK.

Full of action and kinda dark.
And emotional too.
Which is good, cos I thought that emotional bit was too sorely missed in POA.
Some alterations here and there, all in all.. It's GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!
So pls watch!

hokaayy..
for the spoiler bit... well, it's nt much of a spoiler kan, cos EVERYONE knows what's gonna happen. * Lord Voldermort (Ralph Fiennes) looks like Jaap Stam *

Addendum: I dun mind a 2nd shot at it. So pls, invite me.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Sungguh geram

Eh asal nie?
Asal sumer perangai mcm sialan.
5.50 ptg baru ko sebok dtg nak tukar BENDA...
KAU TAU TAK BENDA TU BESAAAAAAAAAAAR.
DAN AKU ADER BENDA LEBIH IMPORTANT DARI BENDA KAU YG BODOH TU.
KORANG YG LAST MINUTE KORANG BABIT KAN AKU...
ABEH DEMAND THAT YOU WANT THE FILES BY MONDAY!!

Kecik2 tak nak mati.. dah besar menyusahkan hidop org.
KONG AJAR KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

Chee Bye Lah.

Engkau nak semua benda UPDATED, tapi Engkau punya permintaan poster poster yg besar giler maut dgn image file yg BESAR GILER MAUT tak henti2. Mcm mana komputer aku tak jadi kura-kura, psl nak menampong file yg besar gila BABI Engkau tu laaaah.

Engkau ingat satu poster tu bikin sekelip mata dah jadi ehk?
Nenekkaupehlaki bodoh! Kurang2 pon setengah jam. Engkau pandai kasi keje tak henti2.
TAPI Binatang, engkau ader check tak permintaan2 yg lain?
Kanina lah kau. Kau ingat aku ader berapa tangan, ingat aku sotong kurita kaper?
Dah lah hari2 aku kena keje mcm org giler. Dtg pagi2 buta balik sampai bas pon dah tak ader...
Hari sabtu pon aku kena turon keje.

Engkau tahu komplen aje.

Some ppl are just born to be pricks. *sigh*

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Deep Sigh!

.. again.
....(lagiiiiiiii!)

Monday, November 14, 2005

Steam Engine needs to let go.

Ultimate nervousness is creeping.
All my hours spent thinking.
I can't handle another failing.
Gawd, it's just too disappointing.
The thought of it makes me feel like crapping.
I'm all yours for the taking.
In sorrow awaiting for the merciless stabbing.

DIE! DIE! DIE!

Friday, November 11, 2005

All i need is...

response.

I'm leaving things as it is.
Trust my semangatness to be roped in again.

Why am i wasting away my smses when those received could'nt be an arsed abt it.
It took me a while to wake up.

And I don't need this.
So I'm out of it.

Fyi, I'M BUSY TOO, YA' KNOW!

Monday, November 07, 2005

Hypocracy rampage.

Call me a hypocrite or phoney if you like.
It didn't make me feel any powerful either.
Sometimes, one has to make small sacrfices like this.
A lame attempt. I know. And pretty childish too.
To have that one thing I asked for.
It's only a chink in your armour.
For a small chink to me, is a big disappointment to you.
Next time round, I'll ask my men to beat them to pulps.
For now, let me sigh a relief.
I know, you are that compatriot.
Whom willed along with me when the going gets tough.
It stabbed my heart with guilt for wishing otherwise.

Brother,
Am so sorry. Your men lost in a great fight that day.
Alas, we get to keep the record for 1 more year.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

It's gonna be a blue day....

wey, I haven't switch allegiance yet.
I still love my redcurrant boys very much. Thank you.

They LOST everywhere...else.
League Cup.
Champions League.
But not the ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE.
They can have the title this year, I think they will unless Lampy, Makalele, Essien and Terry suffers season long injury. *In my dreams..*
And I lost all kind of optimisim/dillusionment to still believe we can catch up.
Just let us keep the record for a year more.

Pretty much contented with us winning games convincingly nowadays.

*wonder aloud*
How the hell my parents keep their jobs for years and still remain sane after all these years?